I’m about to go to sleep and I’m feeling very anxious about it. No matter how long I sleep I wake up feeling really exhausted. And my dreams and nightmares are ridiculously vivid. I’m almost afraid to fall asleep because I know getting up tomorrow will be a struggle. And it doesn’t matter if I sleep for 7 hours or 12 hours. Fuuuuuuuck. If coffee didn’t make me so jumpy I would drink a hell of a lot more of it.